Bagan lalang trip...

原本以为event review之后应该会心情不好...
但是刚刚相反...
之后还3辆车一起去baganlalang...
 在附近吃烧鱼...
 其实并没有拍到什么照片...
但是...
还蛮开心的...
上个sem一直吵着要去的地方...
竟然是跟STACT club 的人去...
之后...
就有个小孩跟我们一起谈天到隔天的5点早上...
还真的有够刺激...
还是要感谢你们...
让我的假期变得比较充实...
谢谢...

memorable camp during sem break...

Tis is d only 1 tat i feel is memorable through sem break...
but...
d camp has end..
everything end...
no more 12 hours meeting...
no more skipping meal..
no more meeting each others...
no more chit-chatting...
no more supper together...
no more no sleeping...
no more busy-ing...
no more sharing tings...
during tat period...
wat i did is keep blaming...
but now..
reli miss it...
miss those time tat v busy until no sleeping...
miss the time v go mcd 4 breakfast 6 ppl in a car..
miss those time v hav jokes...
miss those time v playing together...
d most tat i miss is during d period b4 d camp start...
v prepare til late nite...
but...
many memory in my mind...
mayb tat's bcoz thr's a long time i din hold event like tis...
i reli like it vy much...
i miss it...
i make me tink tat it's not a mistake 2 join tis event..
but a chance 4 me 2 learn n noe more ppl...
mayb thr's arguement during d preparation of tat camp...
but after tis...
all i can say is...
it's only part of d memory...
summore suddenly get 1 bro n 1 son in tat camp...
can count as not bad la...
they're also pm o...
though pm is not an easy job or can say as task...
thr's lots memory inside...
especially when d part tat i in-charge get agreement from others...
tat makes me feel extreme happy...
make me no regret joining d event...
summore i hope can hold event wif them next time...
hope can keep in touch...
MISS THE CAMP SO MUCH!!!

for those i noe...

time flies...
i'm going 2 finish my 2nd last sem in inti...

for fren in inti

tis sem...
less communication...
less dining time...
less chit-chat time...
less nite nite...
less yam chaing...
less watch movie...
less photo snapping...
less enjoying...
less party...
everything bcum less n less...
not blaming my frens but myself...
less fun...
not bcoz of u all...
juz bcoz of me...
many ting happen on me...
though oredi few...reli few ppl noe...
but duno y i even hope tat there's none...
i hope can live in own world...
tats y a big change after cny...
i hope i can handle everyting myself...
i noe i got 2 grow...
not longer dependent...
tats y...tats y...
sorry frenz...
i noe i'm less cooperative tis sem...
reli sorry...
writing tis not bcoz 1 2 show u guys anyting...
or 1 2 explain anyting 2 u guys...
or 1 2 defence myself...
juz vy easy 2 say sorry...
tats all i would like 2 tel u guys...reli sorry 2 u all...

for my classmate n frens in kjg...

mayb u guys realize i hav change after stay at inti for my 3 sem...
mayb i seems not reli like previous...
mayb u guys tink tat i hav change in my altitude...
i'm sorry 2 say i wont deny...
coz i noe i hav make u guys unhappy wif my talk/speech or even my action...
reli sorry...
din hope u guys can forgive me...
juz giv myself a chance 2 apologize 2 u guys...
mayb i hav done smtg tat hurt u guys...
i noe no matter how...
thr'll b scar after treatment...
but for wat i hav done i cant change...
but i juz feel so sorry if hurting u guys wif my words...

last...

sure is for my family...

though i noe they wont read tis...
but i oso got 2 apologise to them...
coz they r d most tat i hurt...
mayb my sibling r naughty sumtime but i oso done smtg tat they not agree...
y can i juz 4giv them since they can?
now only i tink bout tis...
y tis is only d time???
bout my mum n dad...
i believe i do hurt them b4...
but i noe they r trying themselve 2 4giv me...
y not same wif me?
y i cant 4giv their mistake or try 2 understand their action 4 certain purpose?
i'm reli sorry...
sorry~

i'm sure u guys wil ask wat happen 2 me...
y suddenly write smtg like tis?
if i tel u guys juz a movie...
i learn many theory thr...
i noe life is not as wat v prefer...
is not as wat v want n wat v imagine...
tats y...
i dun1 2 regret when it lost...
tats y...

如果你爱我，就别随便对我说“我爱你”....

如果你爱我，就别随便对我说 “我爱你” ♥

还记得在一起时，
常常都能听见你对我说“我爱你”
那时候的我很开心，
也觉得好甜蜜，好幸福，
总觉得这样天天听你对我说一句“我爱你”
是世界上最最幸福的事情了...
那时候的我，
就喜欢天天要你对我说句“我爱你”
听不烦，听不厌，也听不腻，
你也不在意天天对我说句“我爱你”
每天晚上睡觉前的那一通电话，
最后一句就是我爱你...
但渐渐地才发现，
你对我说的那一句我爱你，
不再是我想要的那一句我爱你了，
你口中的我爱你就好像是个名词，
更像是你的口头禅了，
虽说我爱你，
但却没有一点的意思，
也没有一点点的感情...
而我似乎也厌倦了你的那一句我爱你，
或许你说得很有感情，
也代表着你对我的心意，
但在我听来，
已经没有从前的意义了...
终于明白，
我爱你不是一句他想听就说的话，
更不是一句我想说就说出来的话...
因为我爱你这一句话很神奇，
时常说的人只会把它当成口头禅，
时常听的人只会觉得厌倦，甚至烦，
不常说我爱你的人，说出我爱你特别动听，
不常听我爱你的人，会觉得我爱你很有意义...

我爱你的意义，
不在于怎么说，而是在于怎么做

如果你爱我，就别随便对我说“我爱你”....

简简单单？

简单？复杂？
记得我常说...
有人的地方就有是非...
有争执...
其实这是以前一个senior告诉我的...
这么多年来...
我观察并相信这是事实...
在中学生涯...
我学会什么是心机...
什么是手段...
什么是心理战术...
这些都是在社会生存的条件...
但是我希望自己可以单纯一点...
简单一点..

temporary close~

due to exam period...
no update from 2nd of may to 10 of june unless thr's ting 2 b shared...
anyway thx 4 support n thx 4 ur time reading it..
wil b bak soon...
for those who r having exam as me..
gud luck...gambateh...never giv up til d end....
for those who r not...
wish u guys healthy...do take care...
c u guys soon....