from last week til now..
many things i got 2 handle...
most important is of course my own feeling n tot...
i duno whether i hav overcum it...
but wat i can say is...
though seems bak 2 normal...
but my feeling is not...
i'm no longer as last time...
i hope 2 b mature...
but act i'm not...
juz feel like ownself is childish...
though hate myself 2 b like tat...
but i din hav d tot 2 change...
duno y..
lazy 2 ask bout others...
lazy 2 noe...
lazy 2 express...
mayb tat is so called a RESERVED me...
tat's not bcoz i dun1 2 express...
is bcoz...
i scare d feeling of getting hurt...
not bcoz i'm difficult 2 understand...
is i prevent from being understand...
i duno how i pass through those high skul years...
but now...
it is...
i bcum a reserved person~
a "try 2 being un-understand" ppl
