suddenly got a mood 2 write in english...
i hav mention b4...
im happy in inti...
but situation seems change....
evryting change...
i start cant join in their conversation...
slowly...
i seems like away from them...
no matter which group...
each group having their own conversation...
n i cant join in any...
even 1...
i reli duno wat happen 2 me....
but d only ting i noe is i m oredi away...
far apart from them...
even when sitting next 2 each other...
i hav ntg 2 say...
even a word...
i duno wat m i doing...
d ting tat i noe is juz tat...
i m lost...
lost in a jungle...
every1 is from n at their own world...
but...
i seems 2 b a tiny organism...
even not a organism...
is a dust...
tat cum from nowhere n to nowhere...
lazy 2 talk...
lazy 2 join...
lazy 2 act...
lazy 2 smile even...
every ting...
i hav no longer interested in it...
no longer 2 act 2 make ppl happy...
no longer able 2 make ppl smile...
i tink is time 4 me 2 say bye again...
i m going 2 bak 2 d 1 who din talk...
GOOD BYE,FRENZ~