juz 1 2 express in blog...
though since long time ago i keep mention 1 2 hav post here...
but i fail to do so...
my laziness...
can i blame u?
or i should blame myself?
during lat sem holiday til now oredi feb of 2010...
even CNY cuming...
many ting happen...
thr is happiness...
but thr is sadness n anger...
i duno wat happen to me...
tis sem...
no matter in acedemic,family or friendship...
i cant handle any of it...
my mind keep telling me i cant do well in anything...
everything cum 2 me juz mess up...
i'm no longer able 2 hav time management...
no longer did well in my fav subject,
no longer gud understanding in acedemic...
none of it i can do well...
nothing tat i can handle well...
even juz simply chatting i'll hurt ppl wif my word...
my EQ seems droping...
keep on dropping...
confidence,hardwork all gone...
me is no longer a friendly me...
it seems like i'm going 2 lost everthing...
i noe is my own fault...
i noe tats d truth...
but i reli cant control myself...
unless LEAVE ME ALONE....
i dun1 hurt any1 again...
FREN>
juz leave me alone...
thx 4 all...
