oredi 6th week for this sem...

this is my last sem for A level in inti...
this wed...
i still went for movie as usual..
then rushing back home to fetch my sis to tuition before i leave my home to inti...
after packing and settle all my things...
it's around 6.30+...
then i fetch my sis to tuition...
reaching inti at 7+...
then go to meet kim and geik they all at pizza...
1st time i drive to KLIA myself...
it's really syok though i don't know they way...
just follow the board will do...
taking photo at airport...
then leave...
only for 1 hours 18 minutes,the parking fee is rm6.50...
still owing mui geik...
paiseh leh...
then the way back...
mui geik is the one who driving...
actually her skill not bad de...
just dont know what she scare...
then..she suddenly very got form...
fetch us go nilai spring...
that's the way we pass through the night before taking AS result...

it was really tiring...i straight away sleep after i get back to room...
then the next day morning...
i get my result...
it's just same as my forecast...
i didn't feel happy or sad at all...
just normal...
but it makes me don't know which field should i choose...
really makes me BLUR~

thu night...
we just sleep til 8++ only wake...
then go for dinner...
this is the 1st time i had my dinner for more than1 hour...
i really cant accept it...
omg..
then we go search for watching meteor...
but we wait till 12 to 1+...
still not yet see it...
then we go back to hostel...
so sad...
i go finish my remaining homework...
it takes me till 3...
go back sleep...
and again....
i'm the earliest to sleep...
hehe

fri...
i face a mental and physical problem...
but now things settle...
i just hope i can be tougher...
no more tears...
no more complaint...
no more playing...
all the best to you guys,dude...

被遗弃、被嫌弃、被抛弃...

最近的我...
才发现...
原来不被重视的感觉...
是那么的痛...
每当别人看到你时...
嘴里总是问着其他人...
那种感觉...
真的让我觉得掉进谷底...
感觉上...
就没有重视过你...
感觉上你就是有义务必须随传随到...
大家都认为你所做的都是应该的...
没有人需要在乎你的感受...
没有人需要明白你...
那种不被重视的痛...
不是割伤的痛...
而是寒冷...
被风刺痛...
也许一直以来的我...
就是那么的自我中心...
那么的不可理喻...
我的存在...
让别人有渴望宁静...
而希望我离去的感觉...
我...应该离去...
离开这需要宁静的城市...
直到永远...
让大家...
过着平静的生活...
我的离去...
是给你们最好的安慰..
再见了，朋友们~

again having fun...but smtg horrible cuming...

last week...only tue i'm staying at home..
the other days stay at inti...
wed stay at inti after class...
as usual...
wed is my movie day...
use alot money eat eat n buy buy...
sure got to do homework also la...
cause too tired...
just finish few sentence...
go back sleep already lor...
then...
wed just use up too much money and watch SALT...
nice movie...

thu...
as usual go class till 4...
then...
go back sleep if not mistaken...
night all go for dinner together...
then we go sing k for 2 hours...
twice in a week...
haha...
after finish sing k...
when going back...
meet sam...the mc of 30 hour famine...
he's going to leave the next day...
so go sing k with them lor...
continuously...
i play for 5 hours++
it's damn tired but happy...
after sing k...
we go meet daddy(kenny)...
pity him...that time only he's going to have his dinner...
cham cham...
then go snap photo with them along the way back...
i go back at around 2++...
but yet don't know why i cant fall asleep...
i keep my eye open til 4 only i get sleep...

the next day class is 8am...
then...
it's extremely tiring...
after class..
i go take my forcast result...
it's not what i want but is what i should get...
though it's the fact...
but i really feel sad...
especially when my bio teacher tell me i'm going to get B for my fav subject...
it's extremely hurt...
and make me do this decision...
if i really get B for my bio...
i'm going to give up my medic...
and going to take IB...

although almost all the people beside me advise me to take medic and never give up...
but i really not dare to take the risk...
it's for my future...
i really scare i'll regret...
tired of making decision...
damn tired!!!
no long have confidence in taking medic..
i'm going to get my result on thu...
i have completely no idea what i want to be and who i am...
what should i do???

Birthday present to didi...

[ENG SUB] 大嘴巴  Da Mouth - Happy Birthday 買滴兒 (Happy Birthday My Dear) MVthis present is to my dearest didi,bing hao...haha...18th birthday...hope he enjoys his life and don't be so shy dy la...like that when can i get my sister-in-law jek...haha...anyway hope you are oweys in pink of health...

busy from last thu...

last week...
keep planning for angie's farewell party...
but it seems not really success...
really got to thank little pig,peng soon and others that help to organise that very much...
actually their contribution is much more than me...
haha...sad...
thanks for those who are coming also...
though it's not really that success...
but there's fun too...

my own timetable from last thursday is really pack until today...
last thursday night...
since i join 30 hour famine camp as a facilitators...
i go for faci training so i stay at inti...
the faci training end at about 11++...
when i o back to geik's room...
kim has already go home...she sick already...
i got to change plan...cause besides me,she know the plan well...
then i go down N-block for rushing my assignment...

the next morning...friday...
8am class...omg...extremely tired...
after go home...go secret receipe to work...
until 8pm...finally can go home...
but i got to rush to angie's farewell party as didi got 2 rush for his friend's birthday party...
keep chit chatting and playing there...
and so unluckily...
my toe get injured...haiz...
chit chat until 11++pm...
then i go home and pack my things...
after settle all things...i think is around 12...
rushing to inti...i really don't know my car able to reach inti in 25 min...
then...help them out with their hall decoration till 2++am...
go for sleep at 3...

the next day more syok...
wake up at 5++...
then go for breakfast with those stact member at 6++
go back at around 7...
then waiting for the participants to come...
my group gets all girls...
and better i don't forget to introduce my partner...
else later they get mad...
CJ and my zai zai,chang meng...
get high...keep playing and have fun there during the 2 days camp...
though is hungry but we enjoy...
the most that i enjoy sure is the night la...
as a yu hua member...we are being known as like dancing very much...
haha...

sun...the camp has end...
my cutie and beautiful daughter all go back already lor...
keep taking photo...
even more busy compare to that time become a PM...
haha...
i get know more people...
it really makes me happy...
at the end of the camp...
there's countdown section...that part more syok...
i saw some of them throwing the bread o...haha...
after it end...we go for steamboat together...
fion,shim ni,hui xin,kenny,tee siang,cj,jian,jy,kay pau,chang meng,bing hao...
in 2 cars...go for stemboat...
really syok...
but i kena bully and no ice-cream allowed...
sad sad...
if got chance go there again...i sure eat double...haha...
then...rushing back inti again...
due to traffic jam...we reach inti at 11+pm...
den i rush back home lor...
may be cause too tired...
don't know how fast i drive...
and even how far i drive...
reach home then go sleep...

mon...
go for class...
then keep rushing for homework and report...
after class...rushing for assignment and report again...
then go sing k with stact member again...
celebrate bing hao's birthday...
free sing k,free drinks,free wine...syok syok...
sumore i get 1 more new daddy(kenny) and tee siang teach me to take photo...
get fun and get skill...reli syok...
till 2++...
go back...continue doing my homework til 4++...
tue morning go for class and finally get rest...yes!

19 july to 21 july...

19 july...
mum's bday...go out 4 dinner n cum bak...
on9...den sleep...
ntg special...

20 july...
erm...
i promise jian i'll join 30 hours famine...
den tis is d day i go work in OAR...
can count as syok...
sumore in d morning...
when v r going 4 class...
i try on a car for 200km/hrs...
it's reli fast...
but mayb is d car stability vy gud..
din feel much...
n i try finish my hw in a short time...
but...
i takes me longer...

21 july...
my turn 2 drive 2day...
plan stay thr 2 discuss d chem...
but pass up dy...
so no nid discuss...
den go 4 mcd wif coursemate...
nite...
plan 2 go out at 6 2 buy d ticket 4 inception...
but i sleep until 6.37pm..
i duno y i'm so tired...
but i get enuf rest 4 tat...
n i only take 10 to 15 min to reach the mines from jalan bukit...
at d skul released time...
i like inception tat movie...
reli like it vy much...
is worth 4 paying 6.00 for tat movie...syok...
and last but not least...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 ANGIE~