wednesday...erm...a tired day...

actually today i finish class at 1pm
cause we have promised shugan that we will stay back and help in the golden lecturer award...
so...
after struggling for 4 hours continuously...
having our lunch
then start doing maths assignment at block E...
this make us stay there for duno how many hours...
is about 4...
we go MPH for the event...
what we do is just registeration thing...
i get know 1 freshman in inti...
but this person...
aiks...
you know what she did lor...carol...
haiz...
the world has changed...
长江后浪推前浪，前浪死在沙滩上...
that's why...
we have to adapt to the environment change in a fast speed...

simple n easy...

these few days...
duno how many movie i watch...
how many place i go..
how many joy i hav wif all my frenz...
how many money i earn from my salary...
it's reli fun...
start from kim bday...
i go tanjung sepak...
den go bagan lalang...
den next day go watch movie wif frens 2 celebrate kim's bday...
den sat go work...
2day is juz tue...
i go 4 another movie...
it's reli fun n relax...
syok keep playing...
but how if i dun hav time 2 settle down myself n prepare 4 my A2 which is extremely important 4 me...
aiks...
settle down!!!
 i got 2 settle everyting down...
start doing revision pls...
stop acting stupid thr...
u noe tat u r d 1 who got 2 face d result...
u r ntg if u cant get gud result...
u shud understand tis....
come on!!!start study!!!!!!!!!!!!
dun b lazy pig!!!

where is my elder brother n sister?

juz now...
accidentally i saw sumone profile...
i saw d peron family photo...
tat meake me tink of my family...
tink of myself...
y i shud b d eldest?
I NID CARE FROM D ELDER!!!
it's reli too tired 2 bcum d eldest at home...
everybody 1 u 2 b a role model...
everybody 1 u 2 teach ur youngers...
everybody 1 u 2 guide them 2 d right path...
everybody put high expectation on u...
everybody 1 u 2 take care of them...
everybody 1 u 2 b d most responsible 2 ur family...
everybody expect u 2 tink n sacrifice 4 ur family...
IT'S RELI TIRED!!!I HATE IT!!!
from d photo post...
i reli eager for a elder bro or sister that can help me 2 take away d burden...
i hate tat type of pressure...
i hate 2 tink of so much ting...
y d youngest can get much care from parents?
n no burden at all for them...
they no nid 2 do decision...
no nid 2 tink too much of others...
no nid 2 giv up anyting as wat they 1 wil b given...
tats y...
tats y i hate 2 b d eldest!!!
even though how many da jie i called...
how many gor gor i called...
it's still useless...
as d problem din solve n it's juz a consule...
it's reli stress..STOP TAT!!!STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bagan lalang trip...

原本以为event review之后应该会心情不好...
但是刚刚相反...
之后还3辆车一起去baganlalang...
 在附近吃烧鱼...
 其实并没有拍到什么照片...
但是...
还蛮开心的...
上个sem一直吵着要去的地方...
竟然是跟STACT club 的人去...
之后...
就有个小孩跟我们一起谈天到隔天的5点早上...
还真的有够刺激...
还是要感谢你们...
让我的假期变得比较充实...
谢谢...

memorable camp during sem break...

Tis is d only 1 tat i feel is memorable through sem break...
but...
d camp has end..
everything end...
no more 12 hours meeting...
no more skipping meal..
no more meeting each others...
no more chit-chatting...
no more supper together...
no more no sleeping...
no more busy-ing...
no more sharing tings...
during tat period...
wat i did is keep blaming...
but now..
reli miss it...
miss those time tat v busy until no sleeping...
miss the time v go mcd 4 breakfast 6 ppl in a car..
miss those time v hav jokes...
miss those time v playing together...
d most tat i miss is during d period b4 d camp start...
v prepare til late nite...
but...
many memory in my mind...
mayb tat's bcoz thr's a long time i din hold event like tis...
i reli like it vy much...
i miss it...
i make me tink tat it's not a mistake 2 join tis event..
but a chance 4 me 2 learn n noe more ppl...
mayb thr's arguement during d preparation of tat camp...
but after tis...
all i can say is...
it's only part of d memory...
summore suddenly get 1 bro n 1 son in tat camp...
can count as not bad la...
they're also pm o...
though pm is not an easy job or can say as task...
thr's lots memory inside...
especially when d part tat i in-charge get agreement from others...
tat makes me feel extreme happy...
make me no regret joining d event...
summore i hope can hold event wif them next time...
hope can keep in touch...
MISS THE CAMP SO MUCH!!!

for those i noe...

time flies...
i'm going 2 finish my 2nd last sem in inti...

for fren in inti

tis sem...
less communication...
less dining time...
less chit-chat time...
less nite nite...
less yam chaing...
less watch movie...
less photo snapping...
less enjoying...
less party...
everything bcum less n less...
not blaming my frens but myself...
less fun...
not bcoz of u all...
juz bcoz of me...
many ting happen on me...
though oredi few...reli few ppl noe...
but duno y i even hope tat there's none...
i hope can live in own world...
tats y a big change after cny...
i hope i can handle everyting myself...
i noe i got 2 grow...
not longer dependent...
tats y...tats y...
sorry frenz...
i noe i'm less cooperative tis sem...
reli sorry...
writing tis not bcoz 1 2 show u guys anyting...
or 1 2 explain anyting 2 u guys...
or 1 2 defence myself...
juz vy easy 2 say sorry...
tats all i would like 2 tel u guys...reli sorry 2 u all...

for my classmate n frens in kjg...

mayb u guys realize i hav change after stay at inti for my 3 sem...
mayb i seems not reli like previous...
mayb u guys tink tat i hav change in my altitude...
i'm sorry 2 say i wont deny...
coz i noe i hav make u guys unhappy wif my talk/speech or even my action...
reli sorry...
din hope u guys can forgive me...
juz giv myself a chance 2 apologize 2 u guys...
mayb i hav done smtg tat hurt u guys...
i noe no matter how...
thr'll b scar after treatment...
but for wat i hav done i cant change...
but i juz feel so sorry if hurting u guys wif my words...

last...

sure is for my family...

though i noe they wont read tis...
but i oso got 2 apologise to them...
coz they r d most tat i hurt...
mayb my sibling r naughty sumtime but i oso done smtg tat they not agree...
y can i juz 4giv them since they can?
now only i tink bout tis...
y tis is only d time???
bout my mum n dad...
i believe i do hurt them b4...
but i noe they r trying themselve 2 4giv me...
y not same wif me?
y i cant 4giv their mistake or try 2 understand their action 4 certain purpose?
i'm reli sorry...
sorry~

i'm sure u guys wil ask wat happen 2 me...
y suddenly write smtg like tis?
if i tel u guys juz a movie...
i learn many theory thr...
i noe life is not as wat v prefer...
is not as wat v want n wat v imagine...
tats y...
i dun1 2 regret when it lost...
tats y...