should b a happy day...

i juz tel kim today...
everytime i plan go out wif my classmate...
i reli extremely happy...
but y tis time seems so miserable..
mayb coz my failed planning...
reli sad...
extremely sad...
1st time i feel so...
though i noe is no1 fault...
juz me...
doing those stupid stuff...
making other in trouble...
but im ok wif changing of plan...
actually i got my own plan...
but tis wil only be shown after tat so called celebration...
i reli felt sorry 4 those i make in trouble...
sorry...
i apologise 4 it...
1st time i feel sad going out wif classmate...
but im not blaming u guys but MYSELF...
for those stupid planning n stupid decision...
anyway...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIE & DEVIL kv

累

我不知道...
自己是真的累...
还是...
因为我希望逃避...
我很累...
想到就累...
听到都累...
一天我不知道自己可以讲几次...
甚至...
这个累字...
连睡觉都会出现...
真的累吗？
连我自己都不知道...
或则...
从心灵上我是真的累了...
累了...
也表示厌倦吗？
还是已经不希望在面对...
如果是...
我想我的累...
应该是1+2吧...
因为我真的累了~

初三开始的故事...

初三...
一切都没改变...
唯一有变的就是...
家里煮生锅...
但是本人...
竟然厉害到...
从下午3点多睡到晚上8点多...
当然起身就让自己先精神一点...
吃点东西...
去邻居家拜年...

初四...
下午2点就去朋友家拜年...
然后赶着回来...
载我妹回她的camp site...
刚好...
顺便上云顶咯...
超赞的...
人多到不能走..
车多到没位放...
好彩本人不是去玩的..
纯粹在那里走走...
买东西...
原来花钱是很开心的...
只是会有候义诊...
就是钱包在流血...
可怜~
爽在...
本人要买很久的手表总于买到了...
当天就离开了...
真可惜...
因为雾大...
风大...
当然就冷啊...
所以...
真的超赞的...

到了初五...
其实我也没在忙什么啊...
为什么没有人找我的？！
闷！！！
还好...
2点又去拜年...
过后赶去亲戚家...
就回家啦...
吃饭时间...
竟然是跟邻居吃饭叻...
8点就出去了咯...
载翠雯& sayli...
然后去很久没见的mimi家...
mimi教我们玩超多牌的...
真的爽...
到12点正...
刚好送sayli到家门口...
呵呵...

初六...
也就是刚刚过的昨天...
实在有够累...
天时，地理，人和...
没有一样是跟着plan的...
我的错...
对不起...
麻烦到你们了...
还浪费了你们的时间...
在这里说声抱歉...
对不起.../

before CNY start til now...

during friday...
my bio lecturer giv her last lecture...
it's reli too hard 4 me 2 concentrate...
though i noe is her last lecture...
coz i reli feel sleepy...
vy vy vy sleepy...
den start on wif my chem lecture...
no heart 2 listen at all...
coz my mind keep telling me is time going 2 celebrate CNY...
i was reli happy coz thr is plan 4 our class...
reli reli happy n hope tat day wil cum...
i din reliase tat actually wheni go out wif my classmate...
i would b so happy...

when cum bak 2 kjg...
i go bak 2 my secondary skul...
part of my interesting life happen here...
no worry bout money...acedemic...relationship...
i found out i reli enjoy it vy vy vy much...
until i cant reliase tat my fren is not my family...
though d way v talk n chit-chatting might b bit keep zat each other..
but i used 2 it...
it's d way v communicate...
through our heart but not acting...
missing those day v study 2gather..
reli miss it...

but...
start from d 1st day of CNY...
i found out it's quiet boring...
keep chit-chatting wif relative n eat n watch tv...
n tats all 4 whole day...
yala...
as i remember...
i go pray in d morning den go visit others house lor...
den go watch movie n reach home @ bout 12++...
seems syok...
but actually not...

den d 2nd day...
i try my vy best 2 sleep late...
til 10++ oredi wake...
plan 2 go visit de...
plan fail again n watch tv until 7++ den go relative house again...
den eat steamboat thr n tats all...
cum bak...watch tv,take bath...
on9 plan 4 d "CNY event"...
den blogging...
reli scare tomoro wil boring as 2day...


there's alot of movie waiting 4 me...
but...
who's going 2 watch wif me?
BORING CNY!!!

oredi 1 month...

juz 1 2 express in blog...
though since long time ago i keep mention 1 2 hav post here...
but i fail to do so...
my laziness...
can i blame u?
or i should blame myself?

during lat sem holiday til now oredi feb of 2010...
even CNY cuming...
many ting happen...
thr is happiness...
but thr is sadness n anger...

i duno wat happen to me...
tis sem...
no matter in acedemic,family or friendship...
i cant handle any of it...
my mind keep telling me i cant do well in anything...
everything cum 2 me juz mess up...
i'm no longer able 2 hav time management...
no longer did well in my fav subject,
no longer gud understanding in acedemic...
none of it i can do well...
nothing tat i can handle well...
even juz simply chatting i'll hurt ppl wif my word...
my EQ seems droping...
keep on dropping...
confidence,hardwork all gone...
me is no longer a friendly me...
it seems like i'm going 2 lost everthing...
i noe is my own fault...
i noe tats d truth...
but i reli cant control myself...
unless LEAVE ME ALONE....
i dun1 hurt any1 again...
FREN>
juz leave me alone...
thx 4 all...

真正爱你的男孩

真正爱你的男孩……

真正爱你的男孩，一下子说不出真正爱你的理由，只知道自己顾不上注意别人。

真正爱你的男孩，其实总惹你生气，却发觉不了他到底做错了什么。

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真正爱你的男孩，会在你忘记回复他短信时狠狠地的说你一顿。

真正爱你的男孩，只可能在你一个人的面前流眼泪，当你触摸到它们时，也触摸到了那颗只为你跳动的心。

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真正爱你的男孩，总告诉你不要胡思乱想，因为其实他在为你们谋划着最美丽真实的未来。同时让你无忧无虑地等待他要给你的惊喜。

真正爱你的男孩，可能不像你一样清楚的记得某些纪念日，他觉得爱你是每时每刻的，并不是靠这几天简单的日子。

真正爱你的男孩，不会轻易对你当面说“我爱你”，因为他为你做过的每件事都已经这么说了。除非在非常时刻，为了不让你无端地误解他。

真正爱你的男孩，总觉得有些话只说一遍就够了，因为你已经了解他的心。说得多了，他会觉得不珍贵。

真正爱你的男孩，当你发脾气时，只会不做声地听你把火发完，然后慢慢地说，你明天有课吗？早点睡吧。

真正爱你的男孩，不懂当你生气挂掉电话后应该立即打来，过了若干小时后会发条短信问你消气了没有？如果你质问他为何这么久才打来，他会理直气壮地说，你生气时我的解释一定没有用，等你的火消了，我的解释才有效果。

真正爱你的男孩，总是叫你小孩子，可是每次他做什么重大的决定，却总想先听听你的建议。

真正爱你的男孩，不喜欢玩具小毛熊，却一直把你送他的小熊放在床头。

真正爱你的男孩，当和你发生争执时，总是控制不了地先妥协，先承认“我错了”，过后发来短信以“神经病”开头，以“宝贝”结尾。事实上你也清楚，这次是你有点无理取闹。

真正爱你的男孩，很想很想你时，也会买玫瑰送你，傻傻地等着你，却不知道自己捧的是月季。没关系，他的心里送的是玫瑰。

真正爱你的男孩，嘴巴都不甜，但是他的吻能传递他所有的热情。

真正爱你的男孩，当听到你对他讲很“酸”的话时，他反而会装地很正经，其实心里很甜很甜。

真正爱你的男孩，如果不能经常见到你，他会让自己忙碌起来，为了不去想你，因为他知道一想你将会一发不可收拾



paste from desmond blog...